If reincarnation is true then I was alive in Paris France in 1625 with a daughterly-ish connection to King Louis VIII, and I was alive sometime ago in Thailand, living in a hut surrounded by people I love.
If reincarnation is not true and the mind, body and soul are able to conjure up anything, then I know that my physical sensations along with my mind and soul are completely miraculous.
Either way, I am okay.
One of the aspects of religion that I never cared for was the fear of exploration. The best argument I can come up with against that fear is that God created the heavens and the earth. He created the depths of the oceans and the vastness of space for me and you to explore. If I believe that He created the depths of my soul, curiosities of my mind and the sensations of this mortal shell, then I also believe that He created wonder in me as well as a deep love for living a purposeful life.
When I was asked to explore hypnosis and past life regression (QHHT) by Rebecca Samson, I was unsure at first. I had to get my head wrapped around a process that I knew nothing about. Was I about to venture into something extraordinary that has been tucked inside of me for eternity?
I began to check off all the boxes. Working with someone I know, like & trust, check. Trusting the process of autonomy over my own reality, check. Knowing that the whole process was recorded, check. Reminding myself that my commitment for 2025 was to try as many new things as I could, check.
What I had not anticipated was that the very next day of making the appointment my aunt was diagnosed with stage 4 colon and liver cancer. The week up to my appointment was full of stress and followed by heartbreak.
A few days prior to my QHHT session, I canceled my appointment. I was told that my aunt was terminal and I was stricken with grief, calling her every day just so I could tell her how much I loved her.
After a day, I remembered that one of my habits was to self isolate when things get hard in my life. I called Rebecca back and asked if my appointment was still available. I told her that I need to learn to accept the help of others. It was.
I invited her to my home, where a list I wrote of all of the issues, problems and questions I had about life were discussed. She was kind, an excellent listener, non-judgmental and my concept of time disappeared.
We had a bite to eat and then got to the hypnosis part of the process. I laid back on my office couch under a blanket and she took me through some deep relaxation techniques. I remember everything that was said and I felt very comfortable.
When the session was over, I felt refreshed and awake. She looked at me and said, “Janay, everyone I have ever done this with before has cried, except you.” And, “Everywhere you went in this session, you were always waiting.” This was the kicker of the whole thing. I was not bewildered about this at all.
As I was under hypnosis, I couldn’t tell if it was real or imagined. I followed her instructions and just spoke the first thing that came to my mind with each question. Even after the session, I was not sure of what I believed to be true, and frankly, I didn’t care. What blew my mind was her ability to pick up on the two areas of my life that I have been struggling the most with. The first was my inability to be vulnerable and cry. Something I have had conversations with in therapies and with close family members. The second was my victim mentality of “waiting and wishing” my life away.
These two realizations sunk into my bones. These two ways of being were important for me to break away from. They have been holding me back from so much progression.
This world has programmed me to be afraid. Afraid of failure, afraid of success. Afraid to show emotion, to get too close, to speak my mind, to say the wrong thing in the wrong way. Afraid of authority. Afraid to trust myself, my own gut feelings. My own spirituality. Unfortunately, this fear has kept me from living fully and lovingly connected.
I must say that Rebecca is one of the kindest and nurturing humans. She is wise and has gone through a lot. She asks good questions and is not afraid to challenge another’s thinking.
If you are anything like me and are looking to expand your spiritual connection and inner knowing, get ahold of Rebecca today and schedule your QHHT appointment. It is an experience I wish all could explore.
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Namaste,
Janay-
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